One inch punch

This is a very simple song I rewrote recently, hope it’s better this way…

They’ve been digging me 

Into the ground 

I can’t really sleep 

Need to escape now 

So I close my fist 

Sorry it has come to this 

But I need to get out 

I need to make a sound 

(Verse 1) 

One inch punch in the grave 

I need to get out of this place 

Want to be alive and stay awake 

I need to get out of this place 

(Chorus) 

Need to get out 

Need to make a sound 

Need to leave 

Now now now 

(Post Chorus) 

I’ve been digging myself up 

For some time now

Wanna try standing up

But I’m under the ground

So I close my fist 

Sorry it has come to this 

But I need to get out

Can’t keep laying down

(Verse 2) 

One inch punch in the grave 

I need to get out of this place 

Want to be alive and stay awake 

I need to get out of this place 

(Chorus) 

Need to get out 

Need to make a sound 

Need to leave 

Now now now 

(Post Chorus)

Taking a shit load of pills at home- song

I’m taking a shit load of pills at home
Because I’m broke
Broken in my head and soul
I realize It’s time to go
Because inside me is all so cold
You say I have a whole life to live for
But I already feel so old
I don’t have the strength to stay
That’s why I’m going away
Don’t tell me your heart is going to break
Because that will happen anyway
(Logic, I can relate)

In my head should be just thinking
But this voices keep screaming
Calling me a weirdo, a creep
Saying I don’t belong anywhere, specially here
My parents say I should take a walk
Find myself a girl to put a end to this war
What they don’t get
Is that nobody will love a boy with a fucked up head

So xanny, give me grace
Take me to my grave
Because I had it with this place
And this pain
Does it really mather when I die anyway?

I’m at a place that doesn’t quite feel like home
I hate who I was, I’m afraid of who I am
And who I can become
Every morning I stay inside
Laying in my bed
Hoping someone will realize
I need some fuckin help
Fading slow
I don’t wanna go
I just want to die and stop felling so low
And sad, and angry
Usually hungry
From the weed I smoked
to write this song
I just wanna get higher
Fuck it, I’ll even set my chest on fire

So xanny, give me grace
Take me to my grave
Because I had it with this place
And this pain
Does it really mather when I die anyway?

My sister calls me, and she’s is crying
Because realizes that I’m dying
She says help is on the way
And tells me everything is gonna be ok
How can she lie that way?
And what the fuck am I supposed to say?
How can I tell her there’s something wrong with my brain?
When I look at the mirror, I get disgusted by my on face
Feels like I was born
Inside of a storm
Everything inside me is just cold
Sunday comes
And every part of me dies
Fading slow, I don’t wanna go
But know that if I don’t is gonnna control
Control over me, control over you
And that’s the last thing I wanna do
Just be by my side
While I die

So xanny, give me grace
Take me to my grave
Because I had it with this place
And this pain
4x Does it really mather when I die anyway?
It’s time to get rid of these ball and chain.

You’re the only one for me

You’re the thing that makes me wanna breath

You mess me up

Get me high as fuck

Makes me hide inside my head

Felling you in me until I’m dead

I hit you up late a night

Saying somethings wrong and I need you to make it right

Then you come at me

Kicking in

And this is how it goes

(Verse 1)

Felling you through my veins

Making your way to my brain

The chill nights were ok

But you got craving for a dance

Yeah, you got me craving for a taste

(Pre Chorus)

Come at me late at night

Kiss me until I’m somebody I don’t recognize

Look at me, right into my eyes

I’m not really sure if I’ll make it out alive

(Chorus)

You’re the only one for me

Soon you’ll be making me rest in peace

You mess me up

Get me high as fuck

Crawling to the wonderland in my head

Making me flirt with the shade of death

I hit you up late at night

Saying I need something in my mind to sympathize

Then you come at me

Filling in

And this is how it goes

(Verse 2)

Felling you through my veins

Making your way to my brain

The chill nights were ok

But you got craving for a dance

Yeah, you got me craving for a taste

(Pre Chorus)

Come at me late at night

Kiss me until I’m somebody I don’t recognize

Look at me, right into my eyes

I’m not really sure if I’ll make it out alive

Come at me late at night

Kiss me until I’m somebody I don’t recognize

Look at me, right into my eyes

I’m not really sure if I’ll make it out alive

(Chorus)

Cause she is pulling me in

Yeah, she is bringing me down

I feel her in my skin

Maybe I lost it now

(Bridge)

Come at me late at night

Kiss me until I’m somebody I don’t recognize

Look at me, right into my eyes

I’m not really sure if I’ll make it out alive

(Chorus)

Unnamed – song

A random girl at a party told me I should name this one “five”, what do you think?

She was smoking a cigarette

I held her hand and counted to ten

I felt her head on my chest

And tasted the smoke in her breath

(Verse 1)

I could call you a bitch and say that you heart is made of ice

But that won’t be enough when I cry

And when you ask, I’ll say that I’m doing fine

But when look at you, I’ll realize

(Pre Chorus)

Now I can’t get her out of my mind

Just today I thought about her eleven times

And is not even past five

But I already want you back in my life

(Chorus)

I met her in the club

She was crying over some wasted love

I said he wasn’t the one

How ironic that now it’s me crying over her

(Verse 2)

I could call you a bitch and get high

But that won’t be enough when I cry

And I’m not able to say that I’m alright

Because you’re still the one crossing my mind

(Pre Chorus)

Now I can’t get her out of my mind

Just today I thought about her eleven times

And is not even past five

But I already want you back in my life

(Chorus)

And now you’re here for your stuff

I say hold on, love

I know that you’re mad

Just give a moment of trust

I’ll hold your hand and count to ten

Cause now I can’t get her out of my mind

(Bridge)

Just today I thought about her eleven times

And is not even past five

But I already want you back in my life

(Chorus)

I met a kid today

I met a kid today

He wanted to be an artist and sing his problems away

I want to make my parents proud, he said

He is young, but they’re already giving him pills to fix his brain

Because his family fell apart and he coudn’t understand

Why do the superheroes get power and I can’t even deal with my family’s pain?

Why is this world so cruel and people keep acting like is ok?

Why do people keep fighting when love could solve everything?

I started crying, said you’re right, but nobody will listen to you

Because you’re just another kid full of pain

You’re just another teen who cries and complain

Because this world is too complicated

So you should just ignore the bad things for your own sake

Inside Dona Cecília

It’s Tuesday, and he once again drank on a Tuesday night to then, come here to blame me for all that has gone wrong with his life, he always does that he drinks, just to get more agressive and rude to me, today was no exception on that subject, what changed is the fact that this time when he came to hit me, I pushed him away from me, i wasn’t very hard, I just wanted to get away from him, but when I did it he fell and hit the back of his neck on the sink. I haven’t called the ambulance, because I don’t want to make it real. It’s over, it’s finally over, he won’t be hitting me anymore, so why am I not happy? Mayte it’s because we’ve been through so much together, we were happy once upon a time, but time passes and that passionate flame burns out, oh lord, why did it have to burn out? Did I let it burn out? Is it my fault he became such an aggressive and brute man? The more I think about it the harder it gets to breath. How could I be so blind? created this, I ruined him, and then I killed him, and I didn’t even cried, no tear came down from my eyes, what kind of woman doesn’t cry for her dead husband? I have become a monster, even though I don’t quite feel like one, I know I am. Perhaps it would be better if I joined him, I could call the police and have myself arrested, but it would take too long for them to get here, and it would create such a big mess, the whole neighborhood would come here to see what’s happening, the kids would wake up, and… Oh shit, the kids!!